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I resonate with emptiness Connect with an empty character I see myself in a show With my secrets I should have never let go My pressure valve won't release I feel as if I am being choked by a leash These emotions these human characteristics They betray me and destroy me The bonds I have made ignore me My worst enemy is my desire to connect Knowing that I am one the world will reject Instead I'll sit alone Let this disease eat me from the inside I will sit on the out side looking in Watch as I slowly rot away Because I am dieing a little more each day I will vanish without a trace Not a word, not a face Not even a memory to

Walking along the edge of the abyss I wonder in simple bliss It's a life that I some how missed I walk forever trying to capture that lost light Slowly dying a little more each night No matter how hard I grasp that life always some how slips past So I stop and stare and wonder why it all seems so unfair It's a world that simply just does not care If I fell where I stand, would someone offer their hand Or would they watch as I struggle with this strip of land It would be easy to let go and let the pain that doesn't show begin to flow As I breath I loosen my grip ready to accept this release I turn my head low and see the blackness below It see

                                    The Beginning of Darkness "When you live in the darkness you learn to hide where it is darkest." This is what I have come to know from when I was little. I was always different never quite fitting in with..... people I should say. The overall majority of this species this group of unrelenting, wasteful, and overall hateful animals disgusts me. I shouldn't feel this way but I do, how can I not? When you are taught to be kind to others and give people respect and treat each other kindly. But, the overall population does not, not to my surprise, at least now, it is quite the opposite of that actually. They li

I wished it could be but my hopes are gone The feelings are not mutual She knows me but does not see me The pain I feel is a seed It grows from inside Threw my heart and makes it bleed I knew that my soul would be tried It's a sad feeling yes indeed To be a broken lead But whether it hurts or not I can't be seen Not this way For all it does is cause dismay So for now Ill sit and be Alone right here This is how I see And no one will be near

Hmm I see See for all my eyes allow For me to be I must contend with thee Drop the lifeline Cut my cord free No one shall ever reattach to me I walk on my own I will live yes It is that which makes me forgive But never could I forget The betrayal so many have forced me to net I can not despise forever I can only reprise what I remember Once... I stood be a select few slowly they all left my view Left me blind standing in the middle of the vine I can't let my anger control my time Hmm I see... No I don't What I once saw Now darker than the deepest fall I stand and the vine wraps up Slowly  I am lost to this growing pl

Let that acid rain down hard Let me see that the world is death shard You make me blind and numb This pain is such a drug to witch I have succumb Piece by piece Bit by bit My flesh rots The foul stench of putrid skin Let the story etch itself in Read my life Read my strife I crack and shatter in dismay The world will fucking pay Drag me to the the darkest depths below My emotion will never show Cut off my limb for it betrays me Cut off my mind for it fails to obey me Cut off the social disease The friend the social parasite Nothing but a pain in my site No one knows me no one will How could they your nothing but a